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dear cruz,

29 Sep

I’ve restarted this entry several times now. I’m not quite sure what to say exactly, so I can’t imagine that this entry will be too long.

Sometimes life is just confusing. Sometimes God has us go through things that just plain sucks. Sometimes life really doesn’t seem fair. Sometimes I just don’t get it. But I do know, Cruz, that we serve a God that is big. Bigger than you will ever even be able to imagine or dream about. Too big to comprehend. And even though I never seem to understand exactly what He’s doing in our lives, I do know that I can trust Him. You can trust Him.

And that He’s faithful to us.

And He loves us.

He loves you Cruz, so much more than you will ever understand. He created you in my tummy. He knows how many days you will live on this earth. And He knows all about your life already- even though you’ve only been here for 11 short months!

Someday, when you understand, just know that you can trust Him. Even when the world seems as though it’s crumbling around you. When your soul just feels so dark and so afraid- know that He is God. He is love. And He is faithful.

And He loves you.

There’s no better lesson that Daddy and I could ever teach you. And your brothers and sisters someday.

I love you,



Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong, they are weak but He is strong. Yes, Jesus loves me. Yes, Jesus loves me. Yes, Jesus loves me. The Bible tells me so.